I SAID I WOULD NEVER LET ANYONE KNOW MY INTER FEELINGS ABOUT LOVE EXCEPT THE PERSON I WAS IN LOVE WITH,BUT SINCE I HAVEN,TFOUND NO ONE TO LOVE THE WAY I WANT AND I AM GETTING OLDER I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE HOW I FELT AND MAYBE SOME ONE ELSE FELT LIKE I DO.FOR STARTERS EVERYONE I GUESS HAS THEIR OWN THOUGHTS OF WHAT LOVE IS SO ALL I CAN DO IS SHARE WHAT ME IDEAS OF WHAT I THINK LOVE SHOULD BE FOR ME.FIRST OF ALL TO ME LOVE MEANS WANTING TO BE AROUND THAT PERSON 24HRS A DAY,EVEN THOUGH THATS NOT POSSIBLE YOUR TWO MINDS ARE TOGETHER THINKING OF EACH OTHERALMOST EVRY MINUTE.LOVE IS BEING HAPPY JUST BEING AROUND THAT PERSON AND THE BOTH OF YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY.ITS LIKE YOUR ONE PERSON,WHEN YOU KISS ITS THE MOST WONDERFUL THINGYOU CAN DO,YOU CAN JUST KISS ANS KISS AND KISS,IT JUST GOES ON AND ON.WHEN YOU TAKE LONG WALKS IT JUST THE MOST WONDERFUL WALK YOU EVER HAD NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU DO IT.TALKING ON THE PHONE IS LIKE THE LIFE BLOOD OF THE RELATIONSHIP,YOU CAN TALK ALL NIGHT BUT YOU KNOW YOU HAVE TO SLEEP.AND WHEN YOU SLEEP THATS ALL YOU THINK ABOUT HOW WONDERFUL IT IS TO BE IN LOVE.I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THAT KIND OF SPECIAL WOMAN MOST OF MY LIFE,I HAVE NOT GIVEN UP HOPE THEIR OUT THERE BUT.I JUST DONT KNOW IF WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR IS REAL OR JUST SOME KIND OF FANTASY I MADE UP THATS NOT REALLY POSSIBLE.I WANT SOMEONE THAT I ADORE EVERYTHING ABOUT EVEN THEIR FAULTS IF THEY HAVE ANY,LOVE DOES,NT LIVE IN THE PAST AND JUDGE WHAT YOU DONE BEFORE WE MET LOVE IS A HEALER IT HEALS ALL PROBLEMS,IT MAKES YOU FEEL SAFE.IT MAKE EVRY DAY IN YOUR LIFE WONDERFUL,IT,S NOT CHEAP,OR PETTY,IT DOESNT HAVE TO LIE BECAUSE YOU LIVE IN TRUTH.IT,S NOT JEALOUS,OR MEAN,OR ANY OF THOSE THINGS WE LIVE OUR LIVES IN EVERYDAY.BEING IN LOVE you don’t need friends to validate it.all I need is that wonderful person I think that’s out there and were looking for each other.she may be far away or living in the same town as me I don’t know but every day I see ladies and every now and than see one that may me the one but when I speak to her or she sees me she does not know who I am.so I know it is not her because I believe when we see each other well know it without saying a word.
Doc renogar 